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Thursday, June 21, 2007/ 6:13 PM i crave for you. hello love. honestly i`m dead tired. yesterday`s bbq at costa sands was awesome, thanks to all the netballers who came. their still having chalet right now. but i`m too lazy to get out of this house cause i am actually quite tired from the bbq. (yes i cooked and my eyes were bloodshot red) i had a really really really long day yesterday. i got up real early cause i had Poa and Eng remedials. i met Brian & Errick on the bus. we decided to go to mac and buy breakfast. we were slightly late for Poa but Ms Janet wasn`t there yet. after Poa we had english. Ms Pillay gave us a mock comprehension test about the indus civilisation. i still remember this topic well cause when i was in secondary 1 i got full marks for the history test based on that topic. and ever since i have fallen in love with history. but S`pore`s history is such a bore. so i completed it fast sey then Ms Pillay said " Farah you better check, you`re paper one is good but you need practice for paper two. i really want you to get good grades for english." i`m touched. cause Ms Pillay taught my mum in secondary school and hearing her praise me and also want good grades for me is awesome especially considering my love for english. i checked twice btw. haha. after english walked with yas and the guys. called germs and was supposed to meet her. but Miss Germain Yee made me waste 45cents just to go meet her at tamp when she could have asked me to wait for her at pasir ris instead. but i did anyway so then we went back to sch instead of getting the plates from her dad. germs was high on rootbeer and was going insane. we met her classmates and went to sch. the juniors was going to have training. so i told germs i`d wait. but instead i went home cause i was tired. i planned to sleep but i didn`t. i went online & talked to yang. gosh i missed you. and i was upset too. i got changed and met fee (: we talked and walked to central. bought chocolate and drinks. went to whitesands. i`ve missed her. its been so long since we`ve hang around. one thing i like abt being with fee is that i can tell her about bf. and she`s reciprocate by telling me abt wan. and we`d laugh at how we seem to just want to talk abt them. and she knows me the best. she knows me the most. all my darkest and deepest secrets she knows and protects safely. and all my bad days and all my horrible crying thoughout all the break ups and fights have been shared with her. gosh fee i love you tau. thank you for everything. thank you for running to the kebab stall with me. haha. it was worth it kan? haha. i missed you love. then uncle sood sent me to downtown. i got lost. haha. shut up ok. hahaha. no one told me it was at costa sands. and the pakcik at downtown let me go in for free. juhana was a sweetheart. she came to the gate just to pick me up. when i got there, i straight away was hyper and got to the bbq and started cooking. germs and coach ate LOADS of prawns. hanani was my butter girl. haha. she helped with the butter-ing. she is an awesome assistant. cooked and cooked till my eyes were hurting. the twins offered to take over. but they went home and so wan xing took over. and when she did i went to cheers with weiling (: we gossiped. hahaha. its been awhile. i missed her. haha. i even got to hug her. yay! i was happy. haha. we talked about MANY MANY things. when we came back i continued bbq-ing. haha. wei ling was a darling cause she fanned the smoke away from my face. haha. then the neighbours helped with the fire. and with the cooking cause i was getting really tired and i was about to get home. the neighbours had this auntie who was like SUPER loud. haha. i don`t know how soffi & fifi could stand her really. haha. but it was fun. cause we were all laughing our asses off. when miss hanim arrived, i was going home. soffi, fifi & jasmine walked me out. haha. jasmine go meet her boyfriend. hahaha. that`s why she wanted to walk me out. haha. i got home had a shower and went online. bf was online (: i couldn`t keep my eyes open so we went offline together and i fell asleep waiting for him to msg me. i woke up at 11 plus today. came online and saw bf and syaf online. talked to the both of them. me and syaf had the conversation again. hmm we`ll get through this. somehow. i know. bf told me about thaqif. haha. he is so cute eh. then bf is so sweet can? thaqif was crying then he carried thaqif and dodoi-ed him and bace2 and he stopped crying. haha. cehh arif you are good father material (: i miss you and i`m sorry about being so upset. hmm maybe i just needed to speak to u. i miss you syg. i want to go nap for awhile. i`ll come online later and wait for you. tkcr love. Without you my life is so incomplete, my days are absolutely gray And so I'll try let your heart know for sure That i have so much more to tell you every single day I swear i'm giving up my inside to the one that i adore I know this world is big enough for you and I but i'll give you more. |
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