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Tuesday, June 19, 2007/ 4:38 PM we don`t have to talk, as long as you`re here with me. hello love, i`m the happiest gf in the world. you don`t know how you make me feel. i had butterflies in my stomach. no kidding. haha. damn. i feel like some little kid you know. and its all because of you. i was supposed to go to sch today for Poa& English remedial but i didn`t cause i wasn`t feeling so well. my head was heavy eh. then bf msged and asked whether we were going to meet and i decided to get out of bed and go siap2. bf had sch so he met me after that. we walked around and went to pioneer mall for lunch. i belanja-ed him. its been awhile. he looks so charming. the way he looks at me and speaks to me now is so different. and i love it. i love this. he waited with me for the bus before going to prime. haha. he had to buy susu for his family. so we went our seperate ways. i love the way he kisses my forehead every time we part. suddenly all the little things that you do do for me and to me seem to be so magnanimous. how could i not love you? anyway when i was in the bus, there were two little boys sharing a bicycle. they waved at me. haha. i smiled and touched my hair then one of them copied what i did. and i laughed. i think everyone thought that i was crazy. that really made my day extra amazing. so when i was in the mrt, i saw this two lesbians. they could not keep their hands away from each other. i was freaked out eh. hmm i`m really not comfortable seeing ppl of the same sex doing things that they aren`t supposed too. i mean if it was a couple as in girl&boy i wouldn`t have my eyes popping out of my head that way. if you know what i mean. i was feeling really uncomfortable. i sometimes wonder why people do all this things. i remember ahmad syafie telling me that its dosa to try changing yourself. i mean changing that way you know. she really looked like a guy but i could she her boobs. AND I THOUGHT IT WAS SCARY. honestly, i have lesbian friends. eventhough it makes me so uncomfortable, i do not have the power or the right to ask them to change cause they want to be this way. which i think is not necessary. but honestly what makes them that way? is it because of heartbreak or isit because of their genes? i wonder if anyone can answer me. anyway to bf (: You're really lovely underneath it all You want to love me underneath it all I'm really lucky underneath it all You know some real bad tricks and you need some discipline But, lately you've been trying real hard And giving me your best And, you give me the most gorgeous sleep That I've ever had And when it's really bad I guess it's not that bad So many moons that we have seen stumbling back next to me I've seen right through and underneath And you make me better You are my real Prince Charmin' Like the heat from the fire You were always burnin' And each time you're around My body keeps stalin' for your touch, your kisses and your sweet romancin' There's an underside to you that so many adore Aside from your temper everything else secure You're good for me, baby Oh that, I'm sure over and over again I want more. hmm okay love. i wanna go rest. i think i`m going to nap for awhile. my head is killing me. tkcr love. |
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