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Saturday, July 21, 2007/ 4:47 PM he only likes me when i`m high. hello love. today suddenly kan i was thinking about the first time ever that i saw arif. it all started with me and fee walking down the path way from penin to the esplanade. i saw him near the church eh. haha. he was in his black tee&black jeans. and he was carrying his brown bag. and he had such long hair that i liked. then i was like thinking "eh tuh kan is nyer abang" haha. then suddenly two days later you msged me and then things started. now everytime i walk pass that church, i think of you and the way you looked that day. macam nak tegur tapi tak nak tegur. and the first time we went out to the library. you showed me books on guitars and stuff. and then about 4 months later we were together kan? till now sey yang. i`m amazed. and i have known you for five years sey. and in that five years i have been yours for 1 year, 3months and 17 days. and the ironic thing is that we still are going. after everything we`ve been through how can i not love you yang? how? well anyway, today is still going to be such a long day. i woke up at five in the morning just so that i could be in school by six-thirty cause the juniors had pesta sukan. and guess what? i was the first to reach there. we won 4 matches and lost 2. its okay juniors. do better next time. jia you! went back to sch helped with liyana`s cake blah blah blah & then went to meet barney. while waiting i saw fatz & gaby. and then suddenly sharifah darling was sitting beside me. sharifah, i hate seeing you like this love. pretending that you are okay when you`re eyes tell me you`re not. you should have seen your eyes darling. it looked swollen or something eventhough it wasn`t as bad as mine like that friday when i cried for syaf like a mad woman. haha. i was like a freaking goldfish. but still i know you`re really hurting. no matter how much you want to deny it. i know you are. its okay sharifah we`ll get through this together. i promise to help in any way i can. you have done so much for me. you gave me hope that this friendship with ahmad was worth saving. you gave me hope that everything would be okay eventually. and god i love you for that sey. i couldn`t be more blessed then to have you by my side all the time. ahmad is right tau, i`m always happy when i`m with you. haiz. don`t give up sharifah. now its my turn to give you hope. i`ll be here for you tau tetek. and i was supposed to meet arif tapi tak jadi cause i have plans to meet atik&huds at eight. we`re going for a movie and stuffs. gosh i miss you both makneneks. haha. gosh. i can`t wait that i need to gelek. haha. gosh arif i miss you sey. one week & macam rindu gile eh. oh and barney thanks for going to the library with me. and ahmad thank you for this whole week. do you know that you are one of the reasons why i love school so much? hahaha. you are the only one in school who can stand my nonsense. hahaha. rabak sey. i feel attached to you sey. haha. like i`m supposed to always be here for you. maybe that`s how real bestfriends are supposed to be like. i`m thankful sey for all of you. thanks for everything. okay i`ll stop here. shall update later or tomorrow okay? tkcr love. |
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