Sunday, August 19, 2007/ 9:53 AM do you know that your love is the greatest sin?
Hello love! Firstly i would love to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMAD SYAFIE. hahaha. its so nice to share such memories with such an awesome person like you. i was going to call to sing to you but apparently birthday boy was fast asleep & dreaming. haha. i honestly can`t wait to celebrate tomorrow. have i told you that barney`s mum is baking us a cake? gosh we should write her a note to thank her tomorrow. i`m so happy sey. yesterday was the best birthday ever. fee bought balloons for me, yihui & simin bought me a purse, tiara & a bear. haha. family gave me a new wallet. ahmad gave me that beautiful card.
Arif; i`m so sorry about what has been happening. i`ve been thinking too much lately. i`m not sorry that i want so much more from you. i just need to understand some things. we build our relationship from scratch. i think i`ve gone through hell and back for you. sometimes i just want to let go. cause somehow it hurts me too much that you can`t do the things that i wish you could. it makes me feel neglected. actually i hate writing about this stuffs in my blog. but i can`t tell you this straight. cause of well you know what la kan. at least everything is okay now. and i love you more then you know.
anyway i`m dead tired. so i`ll stop here. Cause all the roads they lead to where you are And all the streetlights shine like they were stars That's where you are. Let's spend tonight on top of the world. And we can do anything. We can be anything. I'll meet you tonight on top of the world as real as it seems. You're only in my dreams. My heart is empty without you. Sometimes you don't know what to do. And I need you tonight. I'll fall asleep and it's alright. Close my eyes and I'll be by your side. tkcr love!
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