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Tuesday, September 4, 2007/ 9:41 PM you give me a reason to move on. YOU GIVE ME A REASON TO MOVE ON  hello lovely. honestly i`ve not been doing so wellonce i`m alone. i feel depressed sey. pathetic yes i know. before this i wanted to write a crappy little sad post about how i felt but then i talked to ahmad & sharifah and i trully feel better. you see this are real friends. not those friends that pretend to like you cause they think you`re fly. if you know what i mean la. but yeah. Ahmad Syafie Bin Sheik Najib Bagharib has come out with a plan on how to mend my heart back. so cute la sey. there are a few methods. i recommended the scotch tape but ahmad said that " scotch tape tk kuat..so kene pakai super glue... " haha. oh ahmad you see what you do to me? you make me feel okay when you know somehow i`m not. you make me feel better. you make me laugh. you bring me so much joy. you always make sure i`m okay. i don`t understand what i have done to deserve so much from someone like you. you may think that you are just a normal human being. but to me you are more then that sey. i really feel like you are my angel. i think Allah sent you to me to make me stronger, to make me believe again. as heartbroken as i am now because of arif. i am so thankful that you are here supporting me. holding my hand throughout this ordeal. especially at this time when i need someone the most. sharifah has been there for me too. cheering me on. making me laugh and smile like a cikopek. barney shares my sorrow with me & makes me feel so much better after letting me blurt out all my hurt. i don`t know what i`d do without you all. i especially thank you syaf for every damn thing we`ve been through together even though i don`t know you as long as the others. i thank you sey. i feel like i`ve known you forever. anyway i`m beat. and my hearts is racing. i guess its time to stop dreading on the past. eventhough its not so official yet. i did give you everything arif. the only problem was you could never see. tkcr love. |
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