|
Tuesday, December 25, 2007/ 2:34 PM yesterday sucked hello. yesterday was a freaking disaster. (why the hell did i even get out of bed yesterday?) i don`t regret the part meeting you after bridging and going to sharifah`s house bcause insyirah is a darling. i hate how the world turns on a person who doesn`t deserve all this shit thrown at their face. why does the world have to be so so cruel? sometimes i hate how things happen. as though good things are never meant to happen to ppl who are nice and ppl who deserve it. maybe i have no right to be pissed. but damn it i hate seeing ppl that i care abt insuch horrid situations. and i am not complaining abt it. i just want to know why do bad things happen to good ppl? wth is happening to the damn world?!! why do friends act as though as they aren`t friends? why do ppl hurt without thinking? why do ppl say things that they don`t mean? i don`t want to vent my anger. i don`t want too. i should stop before i get out of control. and you know you are so dumb and selfish that you don`teven know that you hurt her. and you can stillask me if she is mad at you? haiz. pls sey. you never kesiankan her isit? i feel like idk you sey. i thought you were not what ppl said but then you prove me wrong. and you do things openly macam it doesn`t hurt ppl when ppl around you are hurt about it. like as though it doesn`t matter abt others' feelings but yours means the world. and that you wouldn`t want it any other way. and you are so blind. wth are u so blind? haiz. baby i need to talk to you. cause you will make me feel better. i need to talk to youuuuuuu ): cause i feel like i`m going to explode& there are so many dumb things going through my mind. not only about that but about you and things. and arrrghhhhhh damn my stupid mind. it should stop thinking at times like this! urgh i better stop. okay stop. damn today. |
|
