hello lovely!! i am back from netball camp!!!!!!

haha. yes i`m back. and i had to post

another one of this pics with my lips pout like that

just for yan-ie! hahaha. (oh you know you wished you had my lips kan)

oh and also because i am so in love with my locket that mak mek made for me

anyway unfortunately i forgot to ask germs for the camp pics

so these are the pics i took with my phone.

(with permission! i hope i won`t get sued if you know what i mean)

so i promise i will upload the rest once i have taken

them from germs, ookaaaay?

i arrived at school real early in the morning of the camp.

mum dearest sent me (: we were super excited to

be able to occupy the care room. it was fully-conditioned.

hahaha. as you can see germs and fina were

super excited abt the slippery floors.

they kept trying to slide around with their

slippers and doing tricks.

germ`s expression is super priceless (:

this pic was taken when both the coaches & the teachers

were squeezed onto a chair. and i just happened to take a good pic.

and coach maintain uhh. hahahahaha.
the forfeit for this game was the best one ever.

coach did her signature move and me and germs

couldn`t stop laughing at her.

haha. i salute her for being so sporting.

eventhough she didn`t know whether she was doing

the dance the right way, she still did.

hip hip hooooooooraay to coachy! (:

the special thing about this camp was that they had field cooking.

i honestly wished we had this during my time.

watching them cook and eat together was a good sight.

i think before field cooking i went to meet syaf (:

we exchanged jackets and went to buy sweets for the seniors.

i guess we kinda did torture the juniors on the first night.

but still it is for their own good.

i think what happened to us when we were in sec 1

trully made us much much stronger.

and so i hope what happened during the camp trully

makes everyone much stronger

on the second day we had our match against sneakers youth.
so we weren`t really their for the evening.
wei ling dear, thank you so much for all the comforting
words yaww. and to jessie for trying so hard to make me laugh.
you know i felt so much better lor.
hahaha. do i care what she says anymore?
hell no. not when i know i have such great friends.
she can pity me all she wants. cause she will never
ever have what i have. syukur alhamdullilah.
oh and omg i loved the showers that was at kallang.
hahaha. super warm water sey!
anyway we had campfire that night. okay okay more like candle fire.
but i thought the juniors did an awesome job at creating
the gvnb heart, isn`t it pretty?




oh and credits to juhana too who helped the girls light the fire
and being my chop chilli chop chilli chop chop chop partner.
we both sure had a lot of fun didn`t we?
i hope the juniors will be more daring and sporting
next time! because we would have had a blast.

after lighting the candles we had the group skit.

about imitating either the teachers or the coaches.

i thought we seniors were hilarious la.

hahahahahaha. i swear imitating coach was great.

then at abt 3 am we woke them up for "nightwalk".

actually i have surprised that the girls were not that afraid

to find the lightsticks. and i will never forget ruzainah

and joleen dacing and singing twinkle twinkle

little stars for me and jia yin.

thanks jia yin for all the syok moments we both had!

haha. laughing and talking and all that stuff.

you are uber fun can? hahahaha.

after the camp, i realise that i have so much to lose

if i was to give up this team over one freaking person.

which i never will ever do again.

i already did it in sec3 and i will not repeat it again.

i will stay for my juniors and for germs and jia yin and wei ling

and for fiona and for coach. but especially for the juniors.

i wish to see them grow into great players.

i really pray for them to stay united as ever.

and somehow i have a good feeling they will.

oh i just realised how funny kzel can really really be.

hahaha. we shall play chop chilli in the middle of the night together ok?

haha. sharing the sleeping back with germs was fun too.

haha. but i thought this was a good camp. it was a success.

for the juniors and for myself.

i have to stop fooling myself cause i know i am capable

of greater things then allowing ppl to bring me down baby.

so on the last day i meet up with syaf after camp.

hahaha. can u imagine that skinny fella carrying my bag,

his jacket, my shoe bag and my sleeping bag in his

sleeping clothes? hahaha. well i thought it was cute as always.

we went to banquet after that for early dinner

cause my mum and dad have gone to china

for yet another holiday and my lil bro has gone to malacca.

and i miss him already cause i have no one to

play ps2 with! boohooooooo. so after that he sent me home.

baby you are such a darling. did you know that?

haha. blush eh? padan muka! muahahaha.

anyway i`m dead tired. i swear i can`t wait for tuesday to come.

will finally be getting that cardi and that vintage bad that i have

been eyeing since forever. and i keep telling syaf abt it.

hahaha. kesian syaf. oh and anyway b, thanks for listening

to my ranting on friday after the camp.

i did feel better sey. and it was good to have someone who

just listened. i don`t want you to say anything.

i`m already thankful you are my listening ear.

and barney thank you so much for spurring me on.

and boosting my confidence.

i love my body and personality baby!

and no one else can bring me down.

thanks for staying up that night talking to me like

we used too last time when i was down.

you always know how to make things better.

and yes the truth will set you free.

what you taught me will forever be embedded into my heart.

and wei ling dear, pls don`t worry about anything.

all she uses is words. and her words are meaningless to me.

because i know what the truth is.

and i know someone else is afraid to admit to it.

so its okay. cause what is important is that i know the truth

and that i am not lying to myself.

and don`t worry la i`ll be fine. i have you and the others.

that is all i need. that is all that i ever needed.

and you know thats true. oh well let`s not step so low to

her level okay wei ling? thanks for always supporting me.

jia you wei ling! hahaha. can`t wait to see u again on thurs (:

anyway to sum everything up. i found this song.

and somehow i think i`ve fallen in love with it.

here`s the lyrics. enjoy (:

syaf, you make my heart feel calm too everytime i see you.

that i forget all my troubles. its not cliche. its true.

you`re not just my bestfriend. you`re not just always there for me.

but you make me want to be a better person.

and i wouldn`t want it any other way.

ps i love you. *winks* haha. gdbye and gdnite love!