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Thursday, January 10, 2008/ 11:29 PM hey there mardy bum  hello sexxaaaaaaaay. today was an EVENTFUL day. let me tell you to not think of my relationship with my dearest ahmad syafie as a bed of roses. we have our downs too. quite alot though recently. However i am not discouraged sey. I want to make things better. I want to make you dancing on the clouds happy. And baby, i`m sorry if i look as though i can`t see the things that you do for me but i do sey. And i am sorry about just now. I thought you were angry & that if i talked to you, i would make you lose your temper. I was afraid that you`d flip and i was afraid we would fight yet again. So i thought if staying away & pretending as though things were okay, then it would eventually be okay. But i was wrong sey b. From now on i will just be my old self. The one that wants to chase you. And i`m so so sorry yet again. Anway today we actually went to watch AVP2. I thought it was just okay. It wasn`t incredible. But you know you being there made it watchable. haha. It was good to be finally right beside you. Oh and barney went too sey!! Omg, i miss you barney. Really. Hey at least kan you talked to ahmad about the thingy instead of anyone else. haha. BUT I AM STILL WONDERING WHY YOU DIDN`T TELL ME FIRST. cause you tell me everything and i tell you everything. i miss you sey. you know i`m afraid that we won`t be best friends anymore. I don`t know why. But i feel like that nowadays. And i want to keep you close to me and syaf. OMG, you`ve been my best friend for THREE solid years sey!! Isn`t that incredible? Oh gosh. haha. I`m the luckiest girl in the world to not only have you as my best friend but ahmad & sharifah too. I am very grateful. Alhamdullilah. Oh i am currently hooked on The Arctic Monkeys. I promise myself that i will go for their concert if they do come to Singapore. Oh and i shall go watch the next The Great Spy Experiment gig, if there is that is. I want to hear them play live la sey!! The Arctic Monkeys are great. haha. really! THEY CAN FREAKING SING LIVE. AND THEY SOUND SUPER ON KEY. Oh and their quitar is like woah. really. I guess real professionals are like that. haha. wow it would be good to be in a band. eh baby, can i join yours? hahaha. i play keyboard. amacam? hahahahaha. no la i`ll have stage fright. haha. cause piano is something that i only share with myself. yes i know, selfish kan? tapi i shy to play infront of others. I play the piano just to relax myself. Just the way you play ur guitar to relax yourself. Am i weird? =D Now then Mardy Bum, I see your frown and it's like looking down the barrel of a gun and it goes off and out come all these words. Oh there's a very pleasant side to you, a side I much prefer. It's one that laughs and jokes around, remember cuddles in the kitchen? yeah, to get things off the ground. And it was up, up and away. Oh, but it's right hard to remember that on a day like today when you're all argumentative and you've got the face on. Well now then Mardy Bum, Oh I'm in trouble again, aren't I? I thought as much cause you turned over there, pulling that silent disappointment face, the one that I can't bear. So can`t we laugh and joke around? Remember cuddles in the kitchen just to get things off the ground. Oh and b, you know you look pretty darn cute when you make those really wacky faces just to make me laugh. That is one of the reasons why i love you soooo.... |
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