hello lovelies. haha. i love today.MOSTLY because it practically rained all day.& that i was in school not only for netballbut to see baby, and sharifah and the rest.i miss school. suddenly. ironic isn`t it? there i am sometimes wishing to get out of that hell hole & now i am wishing to get back into that hell hole, willingly. Its not just because i miss seeing syaf every day. i miss just being in the school. B`cause i am lucky. B`cause i have great friends. And i love the school staff. BUT NOT SEEING SYAF EVER DAY IS THE MAIN REASON LAAAAAAAAAAAA ): That`s one of the reasons why i joined the alumni. And Mrs Yeo already told the committee to call me to help with prom planning! Yay!!!!!

Anyway results are coming out on the 25th of this month. At least that is what my mum says. I am scared out of my wits. what if i don`t pass? what if i fail really badly? you know if i don`t get above a B3 for my combined science i will kill myself. Baby asked me if i studied hard enough for my o's. And i did sey. But what if it isn`t enough? I know i could have done more. But why should i cry over spilt milk? However i still feel so afraid. Baby keeps telling to stay optimistic & that he will doa for me. I`m blessed to have such a great person on my side. Then he keeps asking me to believe in myself & i told him that i don`t have any confidence at all. Then he says that he wants to teach me. Then he said to build confidence i must have a worker. So lame la he. But i`m grateful that you cheered me up, even if it was a little. Its the little things that matter the most.

Today was great. Eventhough little brother was down with the fever. I had to jaga him. haha. But i`m not complaining. I like taking care of him. Met germs at school and Ms Hanim was a sweetheart la. She actually took the liberty to send us to LP in the pouring rain before going home so that me and germs could have lunch at mac. Haha. That`s why i love Ms Hanim. haha. Eventhough we always are teasing each other. Then when back to sch and did some shooting with germs. Then sat with the X-Men Crew at the study area. Then Fina came (: and the others decided to leave for home. So i told ahmad that we should go home too. So we walked together to the bus stop & baby sent me home. Thanks b. I love you more then life itself =D=D

Tomorrow will be going to sch for a little while to give baby my physics&chem notes. Then maybe go to sharifah`s house. Yay! Can play with Farah and Insyirah =D (eh sharifah i feel as though your sisters are my sisters! haha. should sleepover one day eh?) And I pray pray pray that baby will be able to go and watch AVP2 tomorrow with everyone else. I think that the Predators are awesome! (: If i had powers like the predators, without the ugly face of course, i would kill ppl who deserve to be killed. HAHA. OH AND I MISS ROSSHAFIZUDDIN!!!!! Eh tetek pls go eh besok i can`t wait to see you and ask you about your school and all. okaaaaaay. so i`ll stop here. tkcr.