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Thursday, January 31, 2008/ 8:46 PM suburburn nights.  I wanted to blog but then suddenly i felt too lazy. I did nothing much today. I just mopped, washed, feed & cleaned all day just to keep things away from my mind. But it was worth it cause i made my mum happy. When she came home, she was all smiles and in a pretty good mood. In a way my mood was lifted too. I like seeing Mama happy. You know i envy what my parents have. I wish i had what my parents have. I don`t know how they keep it going so strong. I wish i was more like my mother. Stronger and more patient. Many things that i wish for, many things that i want. But still. Sigh.Anyway today i watched Cinderella & The Little Mermaid. Childish eh? I was bored and on the verge of killing myself (well not really). And i am dead convinced that i want to be a damn mermaid sey. I want to swim and swim and swim. With the dolphins, the whales and the sharks, whatever. I just want to swim in the ocean just like Ariel and talk to the animals. And I wish i could sing. haha. But unfortunately i have a horrid voice which is only heard at my home. Especially when i am washing the dishes and hanging the clothes. I feel like Cinderella. As quoted by Cinderella, " A dream is a wish your heart makes when you`re sleeping. " Haha. I swear cartoons are driving me crazy and i love it. But then again i know that fairy tales never come true. Well what a bummer. Oh and tell Sharifah Nabila that i want to go buy identical dresses with her =D i think i`m going to find work la. It`s so boring at home however my cousin and uncle may have job slots for me so yeah. When the money comes in i shall go blanja Ahmad Syafie & shop till i drop with Sharifah. I can`t wait. BUT FIRSTLY I NEED A JOB. Sigh. i hope tomorrow goes well. why do i feel a little fearful to see you? to see what happens? Sigh. I`m not certain anymore. Things will get better, you said. And i believe you with my whole heart. I miss you so much sey ): If you were falling, then I would catch you. You need a light, I'd find a match. Cause I love the way you say good morning. If you are chilly, here take my sweater. Your head is aching, I'll make it better. Cause I love the way you call me baby. I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair. Cause I love you more than I could ever promise. tkcr love. |
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