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Monday, February 11, 2008/ 4:16 PM Hey. I`ve not much things to say but just that i`m sorry things turned out this way. Right now i can`t say things that you want to hear. I`m too dumbfounded. I`m lost for words. I don`t want to say things anymore. I just want to feel. My head gets the better of me. The logic gets the better of me. But my heart wants more. My heart needs more. My heart wants to stay. My heart wants to make it work. My heart wants this as much as you do. Tell me what to do cause i can`t do anything without you anymore. Sigh, i hate this week. And its only Monday. I wish i had things to occupy myself with. But i don`t. And so tonight i`ll go cycling again. So that i`ll forget for a little while how much hurt i`ve caused you. i`m running out of words. i`m running out of things to say to convince you that i need you. but somehow i know you know. sigh. i don`t want to say anythig to anyone. i just want to talk to you. i miss you. |
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