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Thursday, February 21, 2008/ 8:12 PM today has been okay Hello.The day started off badly today. Well my friend gave me wrong directions. I was afraid and a little lost. However somehow, I know God loves me because HE somehow made me accidentally find the bus that i wanted to take to school. Sigh. She didn`t even say sorry. I felt a little sad because i know no one in the X-Men crew would ever do that to me. I felt so lonely sey. However ahmad and shrifah tried cheering me up sey. I wish we were all having orientation together cause it would be so damn fun. Sigh. I`m a loner. But i don`t care because now i`m doing this for my mum and myself. I want to do well and work hard even if i have to do it alone. University here i come!!!!! According to huds, i`m AWWWWWSOMMME!!!!!!! Sigh. Anyway orientation was fun today sey. I met loads of people from all over Singapore. West kids are the best! They have such a great sense of humour. Anyway firstly we learnt the MI Mass Dance today. Haha. I had fun. I had a good partner. She was so sporting and we kept laughing! And everyone around me kept laughing. They said i was really funny -_- I really like the stadium. It feels really good being there sey. And Simpsons are the best OG sey. So sporting. Haha. baik uhh Simpsons! Tepuk tepuk tepuk! Tepuk tepuk tepuk! And we played like LOADS of games today. But my favourite was cheering together and dancing. I got closer with the ppl in my clan. I met other ppl from other clans too. They make me laugh real hard. Anyway i`ve made a new good friend, we click real well. Her name is milah, umm or melah but however i call her Petom and she calls me Joyah. HAHA -_- She made me laugh a lot today. She cheered me up. We laughed about practically everything. She hates my guts eh! Haha. Somehow i can`t wait to go to sch tomorrow eventhough i`m a loner and i`m super tired. Tomorrow will be a LONG day. School ends at 8.30pm. Oh and Simpsons 5 will be having lunch together bsk during the 2 hours break! Oh well Petom made my day eventful. Ahmad Syafie, you are the one. Now, tomorrow and the next day and the next. I hope this last till the day i die. Because i swear no one, i mean NO ONE can love me the way you do. No one can love me half as much as you do. I want to cry because of what you just said. I don`t care okay. i don`t like being far away either but at least i`m trying here. Why won`t you try? Give me hope sey. That`s all i need. Hope. I feel like you have no hope left sey. I already said that i will teach you chem sey. Just tell me what day and i`ll make sure i`ll be free sey. Give me a chance sey. I`m not doing this just for you sey. I`m doing it for me too. I need this too. So that i`ll still be close to you. I just want to be close to you. Won`t you let me? Sigh. |
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