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Friday, February 15, 2008/ 12:27 AM you`re incredible hello. i`m the luckiest girl in the world and i didn`t realise that till today. I know i didn`t get to celebrate with you the way i wanted too but seeing you for that short period of time was what i needed. What you needed. I know. You shouldn`t eat too much brownies tau! Eh tapi you should so that you can put on a little weight kan? Thanks for the red roses. I can`t stop smiling everytime i glance at them. You made me an unforgettable valentine, so what else can i ask for? I am contented. I can`t wait to write back to you. I miss writing. I miss looking forward to your letters. I was so nervous about seeing you just now. I woke up super early to make sure i was presentable. Haha. I heard you took care of that rose as though it was your life. Thanks for that love. It bloomed. It looked one of a kind sey. Ahmad, stay strong alright. You`re undying strength is mine too. If you decide to give up and let go, then so will i cause i cannot be here without you fighting with me too. Its hard to explain but i know you understand. I just want you to know that i am here right beside you. And everytime i say that i want to leave or say that its not worth fighting for, I lied. I just wanted to let go easy but i know that i can`t. And i don`t want too. And i know you didn`t mean some things that you said. So pls syaf, stay, fight, i don`t know just stay here with me cause i know we`ll get through, the way we always have. I`ve hurt you enough now i just want to make you happy. And that i know i can do. (Oh btw, i`ll be coming to sch so i can`t wait to see you in uni! You know what it does to me. And i miss you sey ): ) Oh and Sharifah thanks for the company and the pink rose sey. I`m glad you` re my bestfriend. You stick with me through it all. Doesn`t all these sum up to what i have to say to you? Be strong. Things will get better. I hope. You did a brave thing today. I`m so proud of you. I have faith in you. Will you have a little faith in me and stay? I am yours till the end of time. -farah |
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