Nobody needs me anymore. Nobody needs me around. Nobody seeks for my help anymore. Nobody seems to be here. I`m alone and so helpless. Its okay to be alone. Maybe i deserve to be alone. You already gave up. And hope is something i do not possess anymore. I`ll stop wasting your time. I`ll stop hurting. I`ll stop everything. I`m starting from the beginning all over again, the time i had nothing. Just like now. I have nothing to give. Nothing to share. I can`t make anyone happy. Did i tell you that nobody needs me? You giving up on me is enough. I`ve got nothing to say. Nothing to prove. I feel like i have nothing anymore. I`m never there for anyone anymore. I know nobody needs me. All the mean things you say just get to me. And it hurts. I don`t need anyones pity. Pity is for losers. I don`t need your pity. I have no right to convince you that i am the best because i know you think i`m not. How do i get through to you? I don`t know anymore. You`ve changed. Whereas i will never change kan? I wonder if you have thought about all the good things that i have done for you. All i do is reminisce about all the beautiful things you`ve done for me. I`m just another chapter in your life aren`t i? When you are my life sey. I`m nothing to you sey. At least thats how i feel now. I swear nobody needs me anymore. I`d rather dissappear forever now. I wish i could just fucking dissappear.

It's taking time, all this fear I pushed back to move on. Beating me like a panic attack since you've gone. And if I never fear to be more alone, I do now. I turn to see my faded tracks in the snow. I've come so far with no idea where to go and if I never fear to be more alone, I do now. I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side when I feel alone, you'll be right by my side. It's taking hold of a fool with a fondness for pain. And turn to run without a chance to explain. And if I never thought I'd fall like the rain, I do now. I don't look back to spot where I fell. Don't you look back, and don't you ever tell cause we know pride, it doesn't heal all that well. I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side when I feel alone, you'll be right by my side. In a crazy world, you'll be right by my side.

If only things were that easy. Then everyone would be dancing on the clouds happy.