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Tuesday, March 11, 2008/ 9:44 PM
you`re my angel

Hello everyone. Sorry about the emotional post -_- yes i was feeling very down. Thanks to those who tried and succeeded in cheering me up eventhough you guys have no idea about what i was down about. However it is my thoughts. And i really do not want to share or complain to anyone. So period.

Yesterday something incredible happened. My dearest friend, Mila Alyssa Bte Ali Noordin popped near my house. Well she POPPED to me la. She came out from nowhere. She was actually on my street so to speak. I was so shocked sey. But it was a great suprise sey. Mila bought me five boxes of pocky sey because she remembered that pocky will make me happy. I saw her smiling cheekily straight to my face sey. But it felt so warm. She made my day over and over again. I couldn`t stop my mouth from opening kan mila? Haha. I would have hugged you. I really wanted too. And i shall tomorrow during floorball ok! So better be ready. Thanks la sey Mila. Eventhough we know each other for about two weeks, i feel like i`ve known you my whole life. Sometimes i see myself in you but i can never be like you. You are one special person. You go out of your way just to make ppl happy and you always think abt how others feel. I wish i was more like you. In the years that i have lost friends that were very close to me, i became a hard headed person. I couldn`t stand people taking advantage of me. But you Mila, just want to make people happy. I hope and pray in these three years that i will be in MI, you Mila Alyssa will be the bestest of friends with me because in this short period of time you have inspired me to be more understanding. I hope that we will eventually stick together for many years to come. And i swear i am lucky because i have found such a great friend like you. You are patient and kind hearted. AAAAANNNNDD annoying sometimes. haha! -_- really ok. you always bully me lor! But still, Mila you are the greatest friend anyone in this world could ever have. And i`m so honoured that you chose to be mine. I hope our friendship will last and i cannot thank you enough for yesterday. It will be a memory that will stay with me for years to come. Thank you twin!

And to ahmad, hey i`ll be there for you forever sey. And i mean this with my whole heart. No matter what. I`m sorry that i`ve been like this. You deserve the best sey. And i will work my ass off to be the best. You cannot be replaced sey. I need you more the i know sey. There will always be a we because since the start we have always been there. For all the things you`ve done, i say thank you because it has made a difference. And know i just want to be here for you. Just let me do that. And i understand your situation sey. And i will be there for you. Always.

When I see your smile, tears run down my face. I can't replace. And now that I'm strong, I have figured out how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul. And I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one. I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. Even if saving you sends me to heaven. It's okay. Seasons are changing and waves are crashing and stars are falling all for us. Days grow longer and nights grow shorter. I can show you, I'll be the one. Cause you're my true love, my whole heart. Please don't throw that away. Cause I'm here for you. Please don't walk away and please tell me you'll stay. Use me as you will pull my strings just for a thrill and I know I'll be okay. Though my skies are turning gray, I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all even if saving you sends me to heaven.

And these words i mean with my heart and soul.




Hey there Mardy Bum

Shamala mati viknesh marah, hi nama saya farah!! :D i like laughing, photography, drawing hamburgers, netball & floorball. Stationery is my indulgence! I love my Sotong balls and The Pretty Aunties. I am a diehard Arctic Monkeys fan. Jamie Cook & I are engaged! Haha. Yah i wish. SO that`s me in a nutshell.


CLICHE



Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue
and When I loose myself
I think of you.
Together we'll be running
somewhere new
And nothing
can hold me back from you

BOO

GO FIGURE.


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