Hello i don`t feel like saying much. I am miserable did i tell you? But i`ll be okay. I`m pulling myself back together and i have so many ppl backing me up. But i don`t want or need anyone else. I just want. I had so many things to say just a few minutes ago. But my feelings are eating my words. And i have nothing much left to say. I hope that you will be okay. I hope that it will get better for you. I hope you have a blessed life. You deserve much more then i could have ever givien to you. Thanks for yesterday. It was the mpst painful meaningful closure in the world. I couldn`t have asked for more. I`m sorry. I`m sorry. Please be okay.

Milalalalalala, i just want to say sorry. Sharifah thank you. Thank you for being here for me. Thank you. I swear sey you are my bestfriend and you will be for many years to come.

I really really like the song at ila`s blog.

I swear that you don't have to go .I thought we could wait for the fireworks .I thought we could wait for the snow to wash over Georgia and kill the hurt. I thought I could live in your arms and spend every moment I had with you. Stay up all night with the stars. Confess all the faith that I had in you. To late, I'm sure and lonely. Just be here now, against me. You know the words so sing along for me baby. This anniversary may never be the same. Inside I hope you know I'm dying with my heart beside me in shattered pieces that may never be replaced. And if I died right now you'd never be the same. I thought with a month of apart, together would find us an opening and moonlight would provide the spark. And that I would stumble across the key or break down the door to your heart. Forever could see us, not you and me. And you'd help me out of the dark and I'd give my heart as an offering. And I will always remember you as you are right now to me. And I will always remember now. Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side. I can't forget you.