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Friday, June 6, 2008/ 10:35 PM japan ya`ll! Just a little shout out to those who care. Hello you all. I miss you all very much sey. Ahmad i just miss youuuuuuuuu. Sigh. I had a dream about you yesterday when i was in japan. I woke up and cried. Pathetic sey. But it was a gd dream. I`m here praying that things will get better. I guess we won`t know till i get back from japan. I`ll be patiently waiting till then. Mama is very supportive. I know things will be okay eventually. Sharifah i fucking miss talking to you. Haha. I miss your hugs la tetek begum! I miss you la sey ): Bought you tonnes of stuff love, eh email me tau whenever you`re online so we can email to each other! DUUUUH -___-" I miss you la best friend!!! Huds, i miss you oi!! Can`t wait to talk to you about stuffs.Thanks for everything huds. I`m glad that we are close now. And i am very happy that we have not lost that closeness. OH and thanks for layan-ing me when i cry la.. You know i`ll be here for you always, just like you have been here for me. Milalalala i miss laughing with you la mil. Serious sia. Do you know how long it has been since we`ve talked? Laughed? Actually be really happy in each other`s company? Gosh mil i`m sorry about the past few months. It has been the worst ever. But you stuck here by me eventhough. I guess that is what true friends are for? I don`t want to lose anymore ppl mil. So jia you! Don`t give up ok? Keep fighting yaaaaa! Abby and Hemani, i am missing you all like hell. Abby i freaking miss laughing like hell with you every morning. I miss that sey. Hemani i miss you la and you`re funny laughter. With your asshole and your why why why why why. Haha. Rascalla you! hahaha. Gosh thinking about you guys make me wish i am home now. I need this break a lot. I have found my laughter back. I have found a positive side to myself. I am sorry i have been an ass this past few months. Especially to the ones i love most. I hope you all forgive me. I`m feeling really emo-ish now because now i see the clearer picture. I`m okay here so please don`t worry. I will have loads of time to think about what i am going to do now. So just wait for me to come back la okay? HAHA. Oh and mila & sharifah please freaking email me!!!!!!!! Haha. I don`t want to email you guys first cause i don`t have time now. I can`t wait to see you all when i come back. I may blog again soon. Till then laaa. haha. OH AM I MISS 08A2 to the max!!!!!!!!!!!!!! X-Men Crew; i miss you all very much. I cannot deny that i have lost hope. Sigh. I don`t know what to do to make things better. I feel as though i make things worst. Sigh ok anyway i miss you all very much. I love each and every one of you still. Now and always. |
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