okay this post is totally random!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE A CRUSH OH ELVIS PRESLEY and it is all huds`s fault! haha. Goodness i swear he is like a greek god la. I swear his wife was so lucky to be married to him la. Then he die so young and she got all his money. Heaven i tell you. So shallow sey. Sigh weeeeeellllllllll.

Have been spending my days with floorball and huds. I really miss floorball. Sigh. Anyway yesterday was great. Me and huds went to Mustafa Center. I love mustafa!! I bought really cheap flats. That i am very in love with right now. Damn it, i am a cheapo and will forever be one. Islam is webcam-ing with me now. Haha. So funny can? He looks like a girl cause of his long hair. Haha. I don`t know what to talk about. But i`m missing mila all of a sudden. Feel like talking to her right now. Sigh.

HAHAHAHAHA. OMG next weds, i`m actually going for Anugerah Band punya finals. HAHA. I`m so not a fan of that show laaaaaaaaaaaaaa. But still. Haha. My cousin`s fiancee`s brother in law is Had from Rancour. HAHAHA. I think its funny cause everyone is like having a crush on them and me and huds and kak syiqin can`t be bothered by them. Haha. Why am i ranting abt this sey? Nvm.

Oh btw the pics of the GP Project meeting is up on clarice`s blog.
And the pics from the Sotong Balls`s outing is on mil`s blog.
OH and zahier, hello!!!!!!!!!!! okay now go taggg. haha =D

Oh why cant I be what you need, a new improved version of me but i'm nothing so good. no i'm nothing. just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songsof violence of love and of sorrow. I beg for just one more tomorrow where you hold me down fold me in deep deep deep in the heart of your sins. I break in two over you. I break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of life. But you dont see me, you dont...

here i'm in between darkness and light bleached and blinded by these nights where im tossing and tortured til dawn by you, visions of you then you`re gone the shock lifts the red from my face when i hear someone's taking my place how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel when all, all that i did was for you.

i wish it was that simple to get over you. I wish i could.
Its time i woke up and smell the stench of fate.