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Sunday, August 3, 2008/ 11:23 AM its all a facade. Hello. i see it now. i see it clear as day. I wish you all could see what i could see. This week had been the most emotional draining and hectic week but i got through it. Because i have true friends, real friends that love me for me. I`m not here to tell you my melodramatic life and blah blah. I`m here to clear the air. For myself especially because i am better now. The feeling of letting go has sinked in. It is what i should have done a long time ago. Idw to say sorry anymore. All i want to say is that i`m glad this is done. I am glad that you all have each other. And i want to say thank you for the good times. I don`t hate people and neither do i hold grudges. If you all do then thats your problem. I`m quite contented. I did many good things in my time with you all that i did because i was sincere. That is my gift of friendship to all of you. I wish everyone goodluck. I`m glad this is finally over :D Anyway, haha. As much as this week has been an emotional rollercoaster, it has been one of the best weeks ever in school. Night-studying is the sex ya`ll!! Haha. The Sotong Balls are such darlings. I`m glad i have them. Now i know what real friends are. Those who are honest and are not living a facade. I am glad that i have all three of you. Especially you hems. You give me a lot of strength. HAHA. Hems with her undying powerful advice! Abby with her sexy dance moves and funny antics! Mil with her cikopek joker face! Haha. I am glad i have you all. Oh and plus syaf and nurul. Thanks syaf for making me laugh! And nurul for hugging me when i cried. HAHAHAHA. I am strong now because of all of you. Serious, i feel as though almost nothing can bring me down. And starshine :D, i still somehow look forward to going to sch to see you! Haha. Oh and i love petrina for bringing henna to school and drawing me a lollipop on my hand and nurul, a hamburger on my legs. Haha. We sure had loads of fun this week. Now i see everything in a better light. I am ready to make the next step. I am ready to build stronger friendships with the ppl who are here for me. Oh and germs, thank you very much. I know you will always be here for me. I hope to see you soon. Then we can laugh abt random things like my school skirt. HAHA. And as hems said "Something good will happen soon and all the bad will be gone for good" :D :D thank you everyone for being here for me. I am stronger because of you :D I love the sotong balls!! Haha. And mil, thank you very much for everything. I have many things to tell you. Be patient with me ok? And to Ariff, thanks for irritating me in class. Class would be boring without you talking and talking and talking to me! HAHA. Eventhough i am the one who selalu kena scolded when u talk to me. Thanks budak. Tkcr everyone :D Oh and happy belated birthday to Mil`s MUM :D :D |
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