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Tuesday, October 7, 2008/ 11:09 PM OMFG I feel like cursing the shit out of myself right now. You know i just realised how so not tech savvy i am. And to think that i live in the era in which science & technology reign supreme. Its pathetic. I can`t even get the booking of a bbq pit done. OMFG how am i going to survive in this world? I feel like bitchslapping myself for being THAT dumb about stuff. I`m so sorry everyone for delaying the booking of the pit. I shouldn`t have volunteered at something i wasn`t so sure about. OMG i feel so dumb right now then i can shoot myself. Sigh suddenly i miss sharifah. Okay maybe i don`t have the right to & i mean. Sigh. I miss her. Is it okay for me to say that? Wait maybe i don`t have any right to say that. Sigh. I was just reading my old testimonials. Hmm yeah. Eventhough i feel sad, i feel idk how to say la. Just like that. We used to be so close. I hope she is okay. I wish things didn`t turn out that bad for us. Sigh. Since its raya i just want to say sorry about everything. Sorry i hurt you. Sorry i ruined everything. I swear sey, i thought you were my best friend. I always did. Thanks for being there for me. Thank you. Sigh. Is it okay for me to say that i miss you? I really do even if i have the right to or not. Okay talking on a brighter note. Haha. I just realised that germs used to call me Dina Hitam. Haha. God i miss her. So next week we are meeting up! Hooray!!!!!!!!!!!! We`re going to the beach! Oh yeah. Hahaha. I miss netball. OMFG la i feel like going to the beach tmr. Maybe i`ll go alone you know. Just for fun. hahaha. Oh maybe i go with amy! Haha. If he not lazy. Or maybe i go out with heikel tmr. Haha. I don`t know eh. Macam nak go beach. Sigh. HAHAHAHA. I wished mil lived nearer to me then maybe i could ask her to teman me cause i`m feeling a little mellow. Then she can make me laugh the way she always does. Hmm i hope the sotongs can make it on thurs! We can meet at khatib & explore the cool fishing village!! Haha. I am so excited. I feel like a freaking tourist. And so i will end with a quote by the super hot Benjamin Heng!! Haha. I saw this on Calefare just now btw. " My grandfather used to say if it looks like dogshit & smells like dogshit then it is probably dogshit. BUT if it tastes like dogshit it probably is your gandmother`s cooking! " I swear, i`d marry Benjamin Heng in a heartbeat! |
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