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Sunday, November 9, 2008/ 12:34 AM hello wello Heeeeyaaaa :D :D So i came back from SLE camp yesterday. Have not got the time to blog yesterday cause have been out the whole day today and yesterday was super asleep. Today woke up to jimmy`s call. Wah hear his energetic voice early in the morning can scare you out of your wits sey! Oh yah the camp was okay to me. I made a new friend, Siti-kus (: Hahaha. I`m glad i found her. Its like one of the most memorable camps because of her la! She & her kecohness! I hope we`d be friends always you know? Haha. Yah its weird how we clicked so well as though we knew each other for so long. We were so comfortable with each other sey. Haha. I will never forget her skipping around Ubin like some physcho screaming at every dog she saw! (she loves dogs btw!) Oh and monkeys and cats too! She is so sporting can? Hahaha. Oh yah and also i won`t forget being bunk i/c. It was real fun. Sleeping with syarf and mil was fun. The talk with mil at night was refreshing. I miss that. The openness of things. Hahaha. Syarf is such a cosy person to sleep with. Haha. SO warm and cuddly! Hahaha. I swear i think we were the three most nosiest girls in the bunks! Ppl kept shh-shing us. The campsite brought much memories back to me. It was the camp in which i first met bestfriend. Haha. I remember him belaying and the rockwall and stripping my masking tape with my name written on it on my shirt and pasting it on his cap! Hahaha. Such great memories. And to think that i brought home more memories this time around. I`m glad i was part of this camp! Haha. And being facilitator for the mock event on friday was the sex!!!!!!!!! Haha. Bobin my backstreet boy! Hahaha. He is very funny can? Haha. Anyway cut hair today! Got my bangs back baby! And keeping the length of course. Met mil & abby in the afternoon. Went to eat coast park for abby`s class picnic! Haha. Miss Arfah is hilarious i tell you! She sucks at ice breakers!! And iqbal is effing sporting. Me, abby and imran buried him in sand and gave him boobs and a sexy mermaid body! Haha. SO funny laaaaaaa i tell you. Me & abby built sandcastles too :D :D It was fun. I MISS YOU ABIGAIL ARLEN JOSEPH!!! Then got home, bathe & went to huds house to watch ARSENAL vs man u (lousy man u!!) Haha. Anw of course the gunners won! They played super well today. Nasri is such an inspiring player. And fabregas, the creator was just amazing to the eyes :D :D I swear they played really well today. Running like mad dogs. The defence was great and super fast attack! The man u fans and the arsenal fans were teasing each other throughout the match at mak mek`s house! Funny i tell you. Having terrible ruuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnnnnning nose. I think i`m going to be sick. Haha. Yay! I like being sick. Why? Cause then mum can jaga me! Was supposed to go gig today with jimmy & barney but oh well. Felt like being at the beach with the girlfriends. Somtimes you never fail to dissappoint me. Today as i looked up into the sky, i couldn`t help but to think of you. And all the times that i said i`d get over you, i never have. Its as though i live in our memories. As though our good memories take all my pain away. If only you could see me now. If only you could see what you`ve lost. I wish as hell that she can never make you feel the way you did with me cause i thought we had the best damn thing in the world & to think that we just threw that away. Life`s a bitch. After all this time i am stil hung over you. I wish i could just stop this and forget. You`re not worth my thoughts. But still i hang on to the very glimpse of hope eventhough i have erased you completely from my life, more like you have erased me from yours and given yourself to someone else. All the times that we were together & i said i`d never let go. Look at how much i`m suffering now? While you`re as happy as anything. Its okay cause i`m happy cause you are. Thats enough for me. All i have to say is that i miss you. The old you. The one whom i built my world around. I miss hearing that voice. I miss the walks. I miss you. Sorry i just had to let this out. All because of our promise to watch the sky together. Don`t you remember? Oops i forgot, you already moved on. |
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