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Saturday, November 15, 2008/ 12:49 PM scheduled maintanence. stuck in your head? Do you know how much that sucks? Cause you keep dreaming abt the person, the person`s lover and the person`s friends? I hate it la sey. I just want you out of my head. Please just get out of my head. Sigh. I feel like talking to you sey. But i can`t. I don`t want to make things complicated. It was over months ago & still look at where i am? LOOK AT WHAT EFFECT YOU HAVE ON ME? i cannot lie and say i don`t cause all these while i still do. Its hard when i know you feel nothing. I know you don`t give a fuck but still i do. I hate days like this. Cause when i know i`m strong, you just bring me down all over again. And still, you`re the only one i miss. You`re the only one i wish was here. you`re still the only one. HAHAHA. Why am i so emotional? Aiyah. PMS IS A BITCH. sigh. Am not going to the gig with jimmy & barney again. Again & again & again & again & again. Haha. Yan, text me when you`re working next week. Then i`ll come. Promise. Maybe i should just work with nurul. I`ll go text her now. Maybe if i work i can forget about things. If i get myself busy i`d forget you eventually like i have the past few months. I HATE RELAPSES. bloody scheduled maintanence. |
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